Resolve (verb): decide firmly on a course of action
Resolve (noun): firm determination to do something

I had the best of intentions when I started this blog. I was going to post resolutely, frequently, I was going to organize my thoughts in a meaningful manner and then share them with the world. This blog had a purpose, hence its name.

Here’s the awful truth: I seem to have…misplaced…my resolve. Over the course of the last several months, I went from “fiercely determined” to “abjectly silent”. It has been difficult, here in the ether as well as in the flesh, to speak. I feel like my words are falling into a hole in my stomach, each word weighing several pounds, and every day I sink deeper and deeper towards the ground.

So where does that leave us, reader? I have made no New Years resolutions yet I am resolved to not give up. I’ve not yet hit bottom even though I can reach out and touch it if I wanted to. For those of you who care about such things, I’ve an appointment with a therapist next week.